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I love this song very much! Enjoy the lyric. Haha

21 Guns

Do you know what's worth fighting for?
When it's not worth dying for?
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating?

Does the pain weigh out the pride?
And you look for a place to hide?
Did someone break your heart inside?
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home?
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone?

When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms, give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky, you and I

Feeling like a pregnant lady

Nowadays, i just feel like eating and eating. Haha must be becoming 19th years old comes with a very stretchable stomach that constantly craves for food. (for Michelle only) Not just any food will do...I only crave for rice (fried rice, indian rice, chinese rice bla bla) and potatoes! Do you know what these food have made me become?!?!

YES!! Thissss!!!!!!!

(I gained weight >2kg and currently look like 3 months pregnant!)

Sleepy Spell

Yawning is extremely contagious...

Seriously! Don't know what happened today during account class but i am guessing a sleepy spell was casted there. Everyone was feeling so sleepy (majority of them). I was barely awake myself when Miss Natasya discussing the answers. Iman was the first to doze off, followed by Hafiz. I swear if the class does not end in 5 minutes time, i would be the next person snoring in the class. My head was so heavy, my eyes were practically closing and my mouth cant just stop yawning eventhough i was sucking kopiko. Thank god, Miss Natasya ended the class earlier. Since there 's still 45 minutes to the next class, my friends and I dragged ourself to the library to prepare for economic quiz. While reading, someone started yawning, then followed by the neighbour, and the person next to him and continues on. As I am blogging now, my mouth cant stop yawning. =.=
(fast forward...) Then, it was time for economic quiz. I was so worried that i couldnt answered the quiz well and I am too sleepy to answer it. As soon as the class was filled with students, immediately we started the quiz. It was a race with time to complete the quiz. 20minutes with 2 very extremely hard to interpret tricky questions. I managed to complete it but not in time to double check. I hope the marks would not be disappointing. Haha and once the paper was collected, the sleepy spell was broken thanks to the quiz. Everyone was fully awake! (or atleast for me)


Next Thursday, another economic quiz... what a BUMMER!

One sided love

Once upon a time, in a far country covered by snow all year around....
there was a noble knight who fell in love with a beautiful princess at first sight.

One day, he declared his love for her but unfortunately, the princess did not feel the same way as he did.
However, the princess said that she might love him and will marry him if he was able to stay at the palace gates for 100 days.
So the knight waited in front of the palace. Even through snowstorms, rains, heatwaves and everything in between for 99 days after hearing the princess' words.. he waited and waited. But on the 100th day..

He was not there anymore.

What do you think of the story? Some might think that the knight is foolish to walk away right at the end. He waited for 99 days right? So why didn't he wait for another day? Just one more day and the princess will be his.Others might think that the knight is a coward. He left so that he wouldn't have to face the fact that the princess might not love him even after he waited to the end of those 100 days. It's easier to wait and cling to a tiny glint of hope that he can win the princess heart than to face the harsh truth of rejection which will surely hurt more after waiting for so long. We wouldn't get a no until we've asked right?So what was the real reason the knight eventually gave up? His reason is simple really. He realized the truth:

No matter how long he was willing to wait for her, the princess would not love him in return...
Even if he stayed there and the princess had kept her words by marrying the knight, the reason would be out of a promise and pity. Not love. The knight didn't want that, so he chose to let go. I'm sure you've heard something along the lines of when you love someone, let them go. If they fly away, they aren't meant for you forever. If they come back for you then...
they're yours alone.

I'm sure it was not easy for the knight to make that decision. He had been through a lot, after all. It would be a waste to walk away after experiencing all that. But it's better to let go now before he suffers spending an entire lifetime with someone who do not love him.However, one can argue that love can grow right? Even if the princess did not love him initially, she can learn to love him after they get together right? If that's the case, then the knight had missed his chance.- Yes, that might happen but there's no guarantee it will. If the princess managed to fall for him after witnessing his actions, she will be looking for him, right? Even after the knight walked away. This is why the 'we need to let go' part.But she's a princess, how can she look for him after that? He probably would've gone far away. - Well, if this happens.... The two of them just aren't meant to be together.Someone had said that "if two things are meant to be, they will ALWAYS find a way to each other." Perhaps this person was right? If we think logically, there's no point in separating things that belong to each other. You can't fit a square into a round hole. Even if you manage to squeeze it in, the gaps would still exist. A circle would've fit better.The question is.. how long will we take to find that perfect fit?

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This post is taken from my classmate's blog. ( WITH HER PERMISSION) All the words and effort finding the pictures © Chii [ website not found error 404] jus joking..her blog website wont be shown here due to privacy . It was really a good post, so i just wanna share it with the rest. If you love someone, let them go... I know it is damn hard to let go. Easier said than done.. but what's the point of sitting down mopping and emoing over the past? I always believed everything happened for a reason. Try to think what have gone wrong.. the one u loved might have left, what u can do now is make yourself better. If the one u loved is really meant for you, you will be together again. Before that happens, stop emoing, dont blame the one who dumped you, dont blame the world, take a step forward and move on.

LIFE YOUR LIFE!!!

Unpredictable

Many unpredictable things can happen in life.

Like u in love with your boyfriend

and the very next day u got dumped by him

or your house is gone the next day.

Like Caryn said, Life can be a bitch sometimes.

In your darkess hour, u wished God to understand you and grant your wish, or you cry like a mad woman/man hoping someone will pity you and help you set things right.

Cut the crap-it wont happen.

It is up you and only yourself to decide when to end your darkess hour.

Never forget that even life which most of the time are kinda bitchy but there are times where it's all happy that u can see flying unicorns around your world.

We are no God to predict the future but we get to decide to stay or to move on.

Just let it go, move on and be strong, kay?

Notices

This blogger is a very lazy and sleepyhead girl.

She only updates her blog once in a blue moon.

So,

who ever who is keen to know about her lousy boring life,

please have lots of patience.

Thank you.

I am sleepy..yawn~

Heart Broken and it's not me- influenced by the emo-ness around me

People got together because they admired each other,

fell out from the relationship with

one still admiring the other and

one resented the another.

How sad is that..

Or maybe just one sided love from the start?

Though Priya and I can still joke about it.. ask us personally if really damn curious to know bout it. Haha but warned u, only sad case singles will probably understand the joke anyway. Cheers =P

Monopoly

Eco term: A monopoly is a market supplied by a single firm.

Haha Currently learning market structures in economic class. Haha but that is not what i want to blog about. It just that one of the name of the market structures reminds me of a famous board game. Monopoly. During my younger days, I used to play it with my brothers. Sometimes, the game can be very interesting-when I monopolize most of the land and be rich =P and sometimes it can be really boring- when I am the loser and ended up having overdraft or owing other players. I still remember those days vividly. When I know I am at the verge of losing, I will just throw my remaining cash (probably just few notes of rm1 or rm5 at the banker) and say I DON'T WANT TO PLAY ANYMORE!! Haha what a loser.. haha but nobody will blame me because I was still a small girl that time. Who knows... all I know, they might have cheated my cash because I cant count so well that time.

My parents bought it as a tool for family bonding. Haha sometimes, probably twice a year when we whole family go for a holiday staying at some hotels, my brothers and I always remember to bring it. We are all so excited when my dad agreed to play it with us. We all knew who will win but we couldnt be bothered as long get to spend time playing with him. Mum will probably sit somewhere near the balcony, reading story book. I miss those old days. Now it is just mum dad with their works, big brother rotting at Utar, me doing-god-knows-what and my two younger brothers, in another dimensions with their computers. We all grown out from that carefree world and venturing into the money-technologylife-myownworld world. I also dont know what happened to the monopoly set, maybe in the dumpster already.